Erm!

im so tired recently. like, mentally. i want to work on things like this website or learning game development or learning music, but im so drained consantly that even just thinking about doing it is enough to rout me and make me give up.
even with things like this website, i just look at it, and on times that i even get an idea in the first place, i just end up getting lost in the middle steps of how to get to what i want to do, and end up giving up and/or forgetting what the thing i wanted looked like in the first place.